Thursday, February 28, 2013

Rumors of my death...

...have been greatly exaggerated.

Well, not so greatly. I mean, I'm not dead, this is certain.

But for a moment there I sure felt pretty gone.


Oh dear S&Pbrains, I am okay, I have been merely struggling with something I am sure many of you have also experienced from time to time.

Depression.

It's one thing to love the image, another to feel like that image all the time.

The causes and cures are my own, and certainly none of your problem (or business, really), but I will say that it takes me out of my life for a time, every time. 

And I am heartily sorry for this ridiculous span of Skull&Pumpkin-less down time. 

I feel guilty for having followers, almost. I am afraid my own fears and folly will bring you all to breaking down the door of this li'l pub, chanting for my aching head, the lot of you a seething, swimming mass of monster-madness...


Now, don't worry, if you cared enough to worry. I am alright -- my incredible wife and family are always supportive and uplifting, and I am coming back.

Just kind of taking some alone time in a cold, sad Winter.


 I am also finding my Hallowe'en love slowly pulling me back into sanity, back to myself...


And I must come back, I must.

Not just for my own sanity... but because there's something wonderful coming in a little over a month...



... and I've got monsters to build.

Thank you for being patient, and for understanding.

Send me some good ol' fashioned Hallowe'en Loving vibes, would you?

I'll be back.

EDIT:
In honor of my first post in quite some time, and just to shake off the dust of Christmas, I have removed all the Christmas songs from the jukebox and replaced them with a few pieces I felt I needed to hear in my process of returning to life.
First, because I miss my friend Andy Williams, I felt the need for a little Days of Wine & Roses, this version by two other musical legends, Bill Evans and Toots Theilmanns -- if you have to ask who's playing what, you don't listen to jazz nearly enough.
Second, because I miss the sunny, windswept Fall, guitarist Will Ackerman's Shape of the Land lays in quite nicely.
Third, because I miss my childhood, the theme to Dusty's Treehouse. It was only on L.A. TV in the '70s, but was then picked up nationally on Nick in the '80s.
And finally, because I miss Disneyland and my favorite ride of all time, I give you the entire 22 minute audio bed for the Haunted Mansion -- every scream, rattle, clank and cackle. It's what you would hear if your Doombuggy paused at every scene in the ride until all the audio was played.

Enjoy some new tracks.

Again... I'll be back.

DDSProcess

6 comments:

  1. Depression sucks... one of the things that has nearly done us in over time... That & dwelling on past mistakes
    Take care good Sir ... As I often have to tell myself... don't let things ( especially Things that we can do little or nothing about ) get to you and get you down...

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  2. Thank you fellows, I really appreciate the words and your support. I often wish I had a real S&P wee could all just hang out together and enjoy.

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  3. Depression, yeah, I've been there. Heck, I bought the ironic tee-shirt.

    Don't worry about us, what do you owe us? Nothin', if anything we're in your debt for all of the great content you share here.

    Take your time and feel well soon.

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  4. I second Mantan. You owe us nothing, innkeeper. Take care of yourself, and when you can drop in...all the better.

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  5. I visit this blog regularly and look forward to your posts .I hope you feel better soon ,

    Tom

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